But suicides have a special language.
Like carpenters they want to know which tools.
They never ask why build.
— Anne Sexton, Wanting to Die
http://www.poets.org/poems/poems.cfm?45442B7C000C07050E70
Thankfully, I want most to know ‘why build’.
Thief —
how did you crawl into,
crawl down alone
into the death I wanted so badly and for so long,
— Anne Sexton, Sylvia’s Death